i dreamed

of being seen

i dreamed 
of the success game

i longed for recognition

and parity in my soul

and after all that time

when all is said and done

i dream

i dream

of being me



i've downed a thousand drinks

i've drowned 
in copious hedonist

switched my allegiences

changed my ways

it all sucked bad

went back again

observed the masses

in the normal cult

went to church

saw the obedient soul 

untouched by all this

i dreamed

i dreamed

i dreamed

of being me


i've read
all the news

seen a billion people follow

changed my profile

and doused myself

in power showers

crazed within our skull

ostracised by many

with heads in the sand

and after all that, man

i dreamed

i dreamed

i dreamed

of being me



i lost my game

and staring at light fixings

for eternal minds eye time

changed rearranged

get the mojo kickstart

palpatate the brainfart

turn around and call it art

with lost causes

bruised inside caused by

trying to behave

the way you wanted me to behave


i dreampt

i dreampt

i dreampt

i dreampt

i dreampt