Mindspam                                                         


I am dreaming I know I am dreaming and it's ok

The Dream is something to do with sitting down, playing a Bass guitar, but
it's not going well I hear a voice shouting at me and I walk downstairs.

Suddenly I am supervising children, and they are not behaving, 
The Kids shouts and screams are ringing out...bouncing off the walls.

The ceilings of this place are incredibly high, it's sterile, like a Modern Art 
gallery. One of the children picks up a silver object and suddenly 
whacks me in the leg with it. 

I feel my temper start to rise, I am fuming.

All of a sudden I am moaning at the childrens mother, whom I don't 
recognize, and we're arguing, stressed, walking through this 
place with high grey walls, white ceilings & a shiny marble floor.

We are moving towards these hugely high glass doors. We are in total 
silence. I am looking around feeling confused by this sudden lack of sound.


We are moving around what can only be described as a refectory, 
an anodine space where many people are eating and talking.

I am now in a queue waiting to get a drink.

as I approach the machine which routinely spits out the drinks, my arm 
stretches out a metal cup to receive. It is then that I hear 'the voice'.

it is not someone behind me, or by the machine. 

"...wouldn't it be nice if there ws something to relieve all those stresses 
and strains? New SANTEX can help you without that feeling of guilt..."

I become aware that it feels like a voiceover from a commercial.
I mean there I am having this dream I become aware this is a dream
and that I am hearing a voice-over...

I also become aware that the refectory is crammed full of people, all 
drinking the same brown liquid. I look around, find an empty table and sit.

I look down at the drink I now have in front of me. and then around at 
the others in the room. Then I notice someone behind me staring, but, 
as soon as he sees me looking he adjusts himself, facing forward REALLY 
quickly.

Sudden;y I become aware of the silence again. peoples mouths are moving
 but there is no sound. I become scared, angry and break this weirdness with:
 
 "so shall I drink the fucking drink then, shall I? Is that what you want me to do?"

and as I am looking around, feeling increasingly agitated, wondering what the 
fuck kind of dream this is....I hear an unconnected voice say

"I would..."

it is then that I wake up...