The Rubicon

is it bad that i feel i have crossed the rubicon?
i may be completely mad
its ok
im happy
im in no situation that is different
than normal
for me
however
many of you's may be feeling the burn
the burn of the inside of
your tiny lovely mind
on the inside of your intent
how does one live in a bubble
how does one live in a place where
people wont or cant acknowledge
or see you

unless it fits their own life through their lense
people who know me know this is normal
apparently
there are no answers.
only actions make any sense.

redefine reality
deconstruct your reason to live
reconstrue this reality...
make it legit lego

own it
be it
place it
fix it together

are you that spoilt kid who
fixed the game in the playpen
while mothers
looked on drinking their vodka bewildered?

fight for space in the only place
that is the inside of all
a place we cannot know in entirety
but which forms all ideas of unity.
i wish i was cleverer than i am
and could explain it in a plain way.

maybe our eyes are still in glitched out deepfake midnight oasis

not anywhere

accepts excepting

but, on decision

this is not my job
my job is, no job
no reason to exist
no reason to be
except to be
be aware and awake