Brain inter-face

I grew up like a bastard
'cos the telly was my only friend
and I beat up on my classmates
cos i thought it was pretend

mum & dads silent brooding
downing lagers 'till they slept
plates thrown across the kitchen
in our bedrooms we were kept

and no one said a fucking thing
and on, and on the telephone
biding my time cheat my exams
getting into art school escape plan

and i really thought i was special
i'll never feel as good as that again
I used to just feel like a zero
fuck about and act like a twat

and i've been to America
checked out into themepark world
got mortal on wanker lager
drink-drive-thru memories of violent dad

failed relations... what a surprise
sat here on my tod
got familiar excuses
i'm a fucking disgrace
wish i could melt
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running out of doh
and running out of time
soc med shopping channel
digital skin-up

really not knowing
what i want or need
trying to stop myself
from topping myself

laying in the bath
to bleed out for a laugh
and tommorrow is
just another day

the only thing stopping me
is my stubborn little way
gotta see another stupid day
i guess i'm selfish that way

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